Denial
Any minute now I'm going to wake up.
That's what I keep thinking.
Nine months later.
How is that possible?
posted by Lisa @ 8:39 PM
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Living with the "S" word. A.K.A. Suicide
When Josh died, the person I was died with him. Now I'm on a journey of re-birth. Painful, gutwrenching, full of angst though it may be, I am on it with the intent to grow and learn, and as always, love my son.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
About Me
- Name: Lisa
- Location: OKC, Oklahoma, United States
On October 2, 2008 my beautiful twenty six year old son, Joshua McBeth, died by Suicide due to depression associated with bipolar disorder. This blog is about my journey to learn how to live without him. It may not be what you want to read, but it will be what I need to write, when I need to write it.
Previous Posts
- Pressure Cooker
- Please.
- Stop the ride.
- New Beginnings
- Exquisite
- From the Corner of My Eye
- Culling them out
- Bittersweet
- Gone.
- I Remember...
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2 Comments:
Just checking in with you. My prayers are with you.
I am so moved by your blog. You won't see it now but when that baby comes, you won't see anything else. We too had our daughter surprise us with pregnancy. 2 years later we just celebrated this little angel's first birthday. It's a new beginning for you. Maybe it's God's way of helping you heal. I realize that sounds so Polyanna, but our grandbaby - we just are in love with her now. It's hard to see down the road.
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