A Day of Love

I cant hold it all together for everyone anymore. Today is just another day rife with expectations that will go unfulfilled. You aren't here and I couldn't bring myself to buy and do the little things I normally do for everyone.

So instead I will write here and wish it were chocolates. Wish it were flowers. Wish it was a sweetly written card. Wish I was with you. Wish Wish Wish. My days are full of wishes. I'm holding out both hands and wishing into one... and watching the other one fill up.

I miss you.

I yearn for you.

I love you.

Happy Valentines Day.